A test from Allah

Hello all,

How's everyone? How's life treating you? Mine... dah bukan bumpy ride lagi dah... dah jadi roller coaster... *puke*

I am being put in a situation.. that you can never imagine ... Sedihnye hati when a flower which is about to bloom has withered .... and to make things worse is that when I can't even share this burden with anyone... So, here I am... melampiaskan rasa at this voiceless window pane.. I have no idea, that I can be so sabar in dealing with this matter.. I've been brushed off... been given silent treatment.. avoided... you tell me... but in the name of Allah SWT... the Most Merciful and Gracious of all... I came to realize that.. Allah has chosen me to experience this because He wants me to constantly remembers Him... So, having to take this challenge... I decided to keep on praying for His blessings and power to help me to get through this with all the sabar that I have..


I believe I can! InsyaAllah...

Shila Amzah - Patah Seribu (Official Teaser)

Beribu Sesalan - 3 Suara Ning Baizura, Jaclyn Victor and Shila

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P

Is there such thing as best friends? Been asking this to myself quite frequently these days...

Perhaps, it is indeed true of the old time saying that... "one will find true best friend, when one learns to give but not to take"

In my humble years of life.. I've came across with countless homosapien whom I was and I still am as matter of fact.... very...veryyy proud at calling them best friends... Very soon I realize that the word best friend is indeed a very sacred...noble...special... over the moon kinda special that is... should I call or at least put you in the list..

I am the type of person whom...appreciate friendship.. This is why... there are times when we are separated by our personal life..duty ... responsibilities and chores.. I would still seek for some time to hangout in the name of friendship....

I just love the companionship and the catching up momento... yet again.. there are also times when I felt that friends will just remain as friends especially those whom will only seek for your companionship when they need a shoulder to cry on... sedih kan...


Yet again... banyak yet betulkan aku nih! :p....

I am forever thankful to Allah that He has given the bestest.. amek kau!...the bestest friends of all... I shall not name anyone in particular... but heyyy.. I guess you know who you are...


*Hugs*

Aku Rindu Kau dan Aku!

Hi all,

How's your day so far? How's life treating you? Mine... a bit bumpy here and there...
schmuck! Nothing much of the difference if nak comparekan dengan what had happened since early January... sigh...

Di celah-celah kesibukan melayani tuntutan tugas yang makin bertimbun... I can't help but to constantly keep on thinking about him! Rindu! Keep on reading his smses make me miss him more! Adoiyaiii... Parah..parah...Kan! :p

All I can say for now is... Aku Rindu Kau dan Aku! <3

Bumpy Ride

Hello all,

How's everyone? How's life treating you so far? Mine kinda suck! Big time! First and foremost... I was again being bombarded with more work and responsibilities... well... If I wanna take that positively.. it is indeed a very good indicator as to show that my bosses have recognized and have their belief in me... the negative side would be ... More work + more responsibilities - 24 hours/day ÷ a week = NO LIFE!!!! how 'FUN' can that be!!!


To make things worse.. the one that I am ...well what is the right word ya... ermmm...the one that I am close with at the moment is very365x persistent in asking me out!!! OMG! Suffocated! And I kinda find it cute but when he is/was pushing my limit.. it resulted me to have/feel --- a MAJOR TURN OFF!!! It's memeningkan... tolongglah faham... I really cannot take it if you keep on pushing it... sabar lah.... Am still struggling to forget my previous relationship.. whom I was and I still am feel pretty much comfortable with! Am giving you the chances... tapi I need a man... and for now... you aint no man , dude! Tolonglahhhh faham... as much as I wanna go out with you.. I wouldn't want to be the one who has to go and pick you up! For GOD's Sake ... drive to my house and bawa I keluarrrr... sengal!!! I wouldn't want to be forced to go to somewhere or do things that I dont like... Jangan buat I rasa mcm takde chemistry... *lelah betul den*


So, to that someone... I really hope that you can be a man instead of a cry baby! If I want a baby might as well I adopt one! pffffttttt

Kutub Utara Versus Kutub Selatan

Di dalam sibuk menyiapkan kerja ari nih... note that the deadline is soon... I can't deny that I keep on thinking about that particular someone!! Tetiba pulak dicarik rindu yang mendalam! Cheewwwahhh :p

Today marked a year that we became closed with each other... sape sangka... jika zaman sekolah... I was so annoyed with him.. and now... dengan tidak malunya I admit that I miss him like crayyyzeehh... rindu giler siot! Kenapalah Germany tuh jauhhh sangat!!! Huwaarrrghhh... terpisahnye ibarat seorang jauh di kutub utara.. and seorang tercampak di kutub selatan... seperti artik versus antartika gituh!

Seksanya lah pabila mengenangkan bertapa jarak yang menjadi penghalang.. Perbezaan masa juga menjadi titik noktah segala bentuk komunikasi!!!! huwaaaa..... Sedihnye! :(


What more ... since I have declared in my previous entry that I shall try to be opened for other options and the option (satu je tau) that I am having now masih gagal membuatkan I lupa kewujudan di dia... Huwaaa... It is not that I wished to make one as my option and one as my priority.. Percayalah... if you're the chosen one you will be my only option and only priority too... It is just that the time has not arrived yet for me to feel that you've managed to fill in the gap... I really hope you do! Trust me!


Ok lah... daripada aku terus merepek meraban... baik aku mengundurkan diri dahulu... semoga ketemua di entry akan datang...

p/s: Bagaimana dengan anda... adakah cinta anda cinta kutub utara vs kutub selatan juga? ;)

Hello...hello... 2012

Hi everyone... How's everything.. So apa macam dengan you all punya new resolution? Well mine would be not to different from what I've been trying to achieve before this... Now..now... before we even talk about resolutions, lets talk about the celebration first.. how did your celebration go?? Menarik? Bosan? Biasa-biasa ajeee???

To begin with mine was not so fascinating... I had fever and migraine starting from Friday... ni pun masih suam2 kuku lagi demam I...heheheh so I guess... you can pretty much predict kan... It was a very2 darn boring celebration ever!!! so... most of the time I'll be in my room trying to finish some work or kalau mata dah binau sangat... I resort to reading novels... hahahha... @-@ ..... naik juling mata dibuatnya!

Although ada yang mengajak untuk celebrate di luar .. makan2 and all... I choose not to... tak daya rasanya nak heret kaki!! huhuhuh.... To that SomeOne... ampun yerr... next time perhaps!!! Lagi satu... jangan lah asyik nak merajuk... Letih Mak nak memujuk nyah! hahahha LOL


Now... talking about resolution... Mine would be quite memeningkan to fulfil! Di sebabkan umur yg meningkat naik.. Azam no 1 saya pd tahun ini adalah KENA KAWEN!! urrghhh... mak dah bising... makcik pakcik di kampung dah sedap pulak perli sambil ada yang sibuk volunteer diri nak tolong carikan!!! Huwaaarrghhhh .... Mati larr I Nyah!! LOL! So... nak tak nak terpaksa lah aku kuar dating dengan lebih kerap... huhuhu... masalahnye... hati telah di tawan! Yg dh pandai tawan hati I tuhhh jauhh pulakkk...Aigoo ~~~

So... nak tunggu or tak tunggu sama banyak.. so I have decided to just open up my heart untuk menerima sesiapa je yang I find serasi dalam masa terdekat nih! Desperate much heh! HELL NO! Pasalnye... I won't simply resort to anyone... susahkan aku nih!!!

Well.. I rasa sampai disini saja dulu...mata dah tak larat nak angkat... Mak nak p mimpikan Prince Charming dulu kay.. ;p....

Adios...

Lagenda Budak Setan - Bila Cinta (Female Version)